Maggot Corps

As.I.Close.My.Eyes.I.Feel.That.Im.Slipping.Away.

2005-04-24T07:53:16Z

Well today was a really bad mother fucking day i woke up hung out with soem friends then we went to a party at 6 and we were drinking vodka jose curvo captain morgans and jack daniels and i took like 20 shos out of a 4 inch glass filled up and i was puking and shit and then my brother came and picked me up then my dad came and picked me up.So i think im in trouble. BUT I DONT GIVE A FUCK.Comment : )

All.I.Do.Is.Live.With.So.Much.Fate.

2005-04-19T23:11:33Z

Well today i woke up and went to gay school tehn after i came home then my dad came and picked em up i went to hop topic got megan her b-day present then i got a new slipknot cd with 2 disks and its awesome as fuck. Then i came home went to ryans then we skated up at 7-11 then scott came up there then we all left so now im just sitting here. CoMmEnT BiOtCh

Since.You.Never.Gave.A.Damn.In.The.First.Place.

2005-04-19T02:08:26Z

Well i havnt really been doing to much.

Saturday i hung ot with my cousin we had some fun doing stuff. then sudnay woke up really didnt do to much today i hung out with ryan and luke and we skated at 7-11 and i 5.0 and 50-50 this rail it was pretty cool. Comment.

Fuck.It.All.Fuck.THis.World.

2005-04-16T18:10:41Z

Well i am not really doing anything im just sitting here chilling with ryan and scott and faggot boy. Were just skating and playing ddr and halo 2 .Comment BIOTCH

Fuck.It.All.

2005-04-15T02:50:12Z

I have no idea these past few days have been really hectic i dont what the hell is really goin on it seems like all my friends are starting to hate me for some reason and i dont know what the fuck it really is for, but i know luke hates me because now he has to move and go to ohio because this stupid ass prank calling shit, which we shouldnt really get in to much trouble because we never even said anythign to the person but i dont know i geuss ill just have to deal with this shit and i cant hang out with jason until i clear thsi shit up. And the faggot as dude hasnt called me so i dont know how i am suppose to clear it up when the dude dosnt even call me. But i dont know what ever happens i dotn care im ready for a stupid ass time in juvie or the youth home and if i do go i can tell you that it probably wont be for to long.I hope everything just ends up being fine though because i dont really want to lose friends over a stupid fuckign prank call. I dont know really though. Leave a comment. Bye.

Fuck.It.All.Fuck.This.World.Fuck.Everything.That.You.Stand.For.Dont.Belong.Dont.Exist.Dont.Give.A.Shit.DONT.EVER.JUDGE.ME!

Everybody hates me now so fuck it

2005-04-14T00:03:52Z

I dont care dont give a fuck so just dont say shit FUCK YOU!

Everybody hates me now, so fuck it,
Blood's on my face and my hands, and I don't know why
I'm not afraid to cry, but thats none of your business!
Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?
Spin it around so I can spit in its face.
I wanna leave without a trace,
cuz I wanna die in this place!

I.Feel.Like.Im.Wound.Like.I.Got.A.Fucking.Gun.Against.My.Head.

2005-04-11T00:23:27Z

Well today i really didnt do that much i woke up got pissed at my fat ass faggoty motehr fucking cusin because he was on the fucking computer then i left went to his house didnt do shit then ate then came home . It was a boring day. So comment and tell me about your fun day.

Ill say what ive got to say then i swear ill go away

2005-04-10T05:50:39Z

Well im up pretty late and updating but shit getting crazy and stuff man.I dont know everything is getting so depressing for me and it is making me go pretty fucking crazy because where i live now is fucking gay and i hate it, Every time i go down to eastpoitne is the only time that i am litterly really happy because i have everything i fucking need down there, And thats friends, Friends are the things that get me moving and up everyday but when i dont have friends to get up to and go see then its fucking shit and everything is getting me all depressed and shit.I love goin to eastpoiten because eastpoitne is my fucking life, ive lived there ever sence i got out of the fucking hospital and it aint fair that i had to fucking move after i made a shit load of fucking friends and more to come , but no i had to fucking move to the gayest prepys stupidest motehr fucking place in the fucking world Its fucking shit living here. I fucking hate it. If i still lived down in eastpointe i would still have all my friends people to hagn out weith after school and i wouldnt have to drive and haev to spend the ngith places every fuckin weekend. I will never stop going downt o eastpointe no one would ever fucking make me i will fucking walk down tehre if no one will fuckign drive me cause thats the only place that i am really wanted and actually have people that always want to hanf out and have so fucking fun for once and a fucking while. Friends are ecverything to em if i didnt have no friends i probsbly would fucking literly slit my fucking throat and not shed a fuckin tear when i fucking did it. That shows how much i fucking care about my friends they are the world to me. If they all ahted me right now i would probably fucking slit my wwrists until i passed out adn fucking died. I dont know these things make you fucked up and have to think, But i just want all my friends to know this shit cause i always want to eb fucking friends with them because they are all the fucking shit and im glad that there my fucking friends they are the best motehr fuckign friends to have in the whole fucking world because i can relate to alot of them and they are cool about alot of fucking shit and we never get into any fucking fights or anything so that makes me even mroe happy that we can be friends and not have to fight over shit cause that sa cool friend man cause we have ntohign to fight over because we are always having fun and never fucking shti up and arguing and fucking stupid fuckign shti like that man. I love my friends they are the world. I just wanted to let you know that : ) You are all the world to me i have no idea what i would do with out you. Friends are the best thing that happend to me and i never fuckign want to let go to them.

Crazed.Psycho.Maniacs.

2005-04-08T02:21:52Z

I probably wont update for friday and saturday until sunday because im goin down to eastpointe and im goin to have the tiem of my mother fucking life everybody i see there where goin to have a mother fuckin blast its goin to be so much fuckin fun. comment biotch

Left.Behind.

2005-04-08T01:35:26Z

well today i really didnt get to do that much i just woke up went to school didnt do to much,except in english we watched the anne frank movie and she wanted to grab this one girls boobs, Thats hot. then 6th in 6th hour i didnt want to go to 7th hour so i just said i had a head ace then went home fell asleep woke up didnt do to much just played some xbox adn shit then i just talked to people online.Comment.

Crazed.Psychopaths.

2005-04-07T04:15:48Z

As.Close.My.Eyes.I.Feel.That.Im.Slipping.Away.

Pull.Your.Hands.Away.
Im.Gone.
Good.Bye.
So.Depressing.
Withering.Away.
Take.A.Look.Inside.
My.Soul.Is.Missing.
All.I.Have.Is.Dead.
So.Ill.Take.You.With.Me.
I.Feel.Like.Im.Erased.
So.Kill.Me.Just.Incase.
Fell.Like.Im.Erased.
So.Kill.me.JUST.INCASE.

Maze...psychopathic daze...I create this waste
Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic
ways...can't escape this place...I deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying
Put me in a homemade cellar
Put me in a hole for shelter
Someone hear me please, all I see is hate
I can hardly breathe, and I can hardly take it
Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed
Learning from the rush, detached from such and such
Bleak...all around me, weak...listening, incomplete
I am not a dog, but I'm the one your dogging
I am in a buried kennel
I have never felt so final
Someone find me please, losing all reserve
I am fucking gone, I think I'm fucking dying
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
There is something in you I despise
Cut me show me enter I am
willing and able and never any danger to myself
Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain
Or was my tolerance a phase?
Empathy, out of my way
I can't die.
You'll all stare, but you'll never see
There's something inside me
There's something in you i dispise.

Faggot.Faggot.Maggot.

2005-04-07T03:05:35Z

Well today i didnt do to muh i woke up went to school didnt do ne thing fun. then after school i went and skated up at havel and i met luke up there then lukes brother got out of school so did scott so we just went to lukes but i got ryan first then we skted for a lil bit went to my house played some xbox then after that we skted up at havel again. then they left adn i went home and ate dinner. i was suppose to go back to ryans to skate but i fell asleep. i woke up about 10:30 and now im just talkin tos ome people.

Blah.Faggot.Blah.

2005-04-06T02:53:41Z

well today i really didt do to much i went to ass school then after that i went to my friend lueks house adn hung out with my friend luke scoot and ryan we skated up at this school it was pretty cool and fun but i wasnt doing anything really to good because i havtn skated uba while but im still pretty good.Coment.

The.Pulse.Of.The.Maggots.

2005-04-05T03:58:32Z

Well today i didnt really do that much i woke up went to gay ass fuckin school then after that i camhe home and chilled til about 4:00 then went to my friend ryans we were just hangin out skatin then we hung out with luke adn scott and went to up to grubner elementry andjsut skted up there for a little while then after that luke and jordan left so we went to scotts house and played some halo2 on xbox live then he had to go somewhere so we just went out and skated for a little bit then i left came home ate some kfc then talked on aim for a little bit then went upstairs and watched some tube then went to bed at 9:00 and woke up at 10:30 so now im just bored chillin on the comp talkin to some people. If you had a better day then comment and tell me what you did.

Ass.And.Tittys.

2005-04-04T02:59:07Z

1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:

Appearance
Do you like my-

12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:

Do think I'm-

22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:

Personality

Do you think I'm-
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?: yes
30. Annoying?:

Would you..

31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35. Have sex with me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:

What would you do if..

40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

In the last week have you..

50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Wanted to have sex with me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me?
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:

Have I..

61. Kissed you?
62. Hugged you?
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you angry?:
67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:
Are you..

68. Happy you know me?:
69. Going to post this is so I can answer it?:
70. Done with this survey?:

I.Dont.Care.

2005-04-03T20:25:21Z

Im not really goin to do that much today ill probably be on the computer most of the time. You dont have to comment if you dont want to. Bye.

Whatever.You.Say.

2005-04-03T00:33:19Z

Well this week has been the shit man. Thursday i went back to Eastpointe and i spent the night at his house and it was his birth day so of course we had some freakin fun that day. Then the next day i had no where to stay but i ended up stayin the night at jasons house and it was fun as fuck man. First we jsut went hung out with him for a while and did some shit and then after that we ended up going to dises and hanging out with her for a while. Then we went to jasons house and just went on the computer. And now im going to die in 7 days dont that freakin suck big penis. Well then we just talked to people online then at about 4:00 we snuck out of his we ended up goin through his window is was cool . Then we went to dises house and hung out. We had some fun there it was pretty mother fuckin cool.Like the INDIAN PEACE PIPE. lmao after we hung out wiht dis we went to ericas house and we went in her house me and luke had some pop tarts then after that we just sat and talked. luke ate like 10 brownies there lmao. Jason was pretty messed up like me and luke. Then after that ericas mom herd us laughing so we had to leave so we jsut went back to his house had the strobe light goin it was pretty trippy. So then after that we went to bed then today staurday we just went to dises then i went to jasons then to dises then to megans then to my dads now im sitting here typin so Comment ! bye.

If.You.Dont.Have.Any.Thing.Good.To.Say.Dont.Say.Any.Thing.At.All.

2005-03-31T17:30:51Z

Well im just sitting here bored and your prolly wondering why im updating so early cause my day just started.Its because im goin to brians because its his birfday and im stayin the night there and his computer has no moniter so i cant possibly update my fuckin journal so thats why im doing it right now. Well were prolly goin to hang out with alot of people and shit and do something stupid liek we always fuckin do man.YOU KNOW! Comment bitch,

Happy b-day brian. Shizzle nigga.

New journal

2005-03-31T03:29:35Z

Wow i just got a new journal because my old one was getting pretty gay because i never updated at all but everybody who looks at this comment and put your livejournal name in and i will add you on to my friends list and you can add me.

monday-i went to brians house around three but i didnt get there til like 330 but it didnt really amtter so we just hung out and did stupid stuff and spend all of my money.
tuesday-hung out did the same thing basically on monday
wensday-did the same thing i did monday and tuesday. :)

Come on down, and see the idiot right here,
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care.
What's the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? Get the fuck outta my face!
Understand that I can't feel anything.
It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay.
I feel like a wound, like I got a fuckin'
Gun against my head, you live when I'm dead!

One more time, motherfucker!

Everybody hates me now, so fuck it,
Blood's on my face and my hands, and I don't know why
I'm not afraid to cry, but thats none of your business!
Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?
Spin it around so I can spit in its face.
I wanna leave without a trace,
cuz I dont wanna die in this place!
It never stops - you can't be everything to everyone.
Contagion - I'm sittin' at the side of Satan.
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be.
Now. Overdo it - don't tell me you blew it,
Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it!
IM. NOT. LIKE. YOU. I. JUST. FUCK. UP.
C'mon motherfucker everybody has to die,
C'mon motherfucker EVERYBODY HAS TO DIE!

COMMENT BIOTCH!